Sunday, August 30, 2009

And they really mean everyone. Everyone ha SOME kind of battle. 

May it be introverted, or extroverted, man vs man, man vs, nature, self, or circumstance. 

It ALWAYS helps to be kind..
though sometimes there are exceptions.

♫ Mairi's Wedding - The Rankin Family

I've had to say goodbye too many times, at the ripe ol' age of 18. Some for good. some only for a while. 


It hurts, and with each, you learn how to delay the next.. if only by a second.

That second could save a life.

♫ Forever Young - Bob Dylan
Oh, how i know what this feels like..

I am beginning to feel the sting of regret for my accident and the results of it.

♫ She's So Lovely - Scouting for Girls

Saturday, August 29, 2009

That's very sweet. 

I found a 1945 penny today. I was pretty damn excited.

♫ Moonlight - Yiruma 
hmmm. yep.
I've laid in bed at that time, thinking of you, not being able to fall asleep. 

And it COULD become a problem, but I'm sure that can be fixed.

♫ Tangled Up In Blue - Bob Dylan

Friday, August 28, 2009

Please, I need the support at times. 
The praise.
The compliments.
The love. 

I'm not the most confident person. 
I need a little push at times.

♫ Edge of Seventeen - Lindsay Lohan
(actually an interesting cover)
I'm a creative person. I write, I draw.. But I can never think of comforting and sweet things to say to you. I repeat what you say to me, and say general things. 

Why am I creative with everything but what I say to you.. 


♫ Tiny Dancer - Elton John
Life is better through a child's eyes. It's a carefree life. 

I know I've already talked about this, but really, after meeting my friend's brother and running around the house, chasing him and playing jokes on my friend.. I realize how much fun being a kid is. 

NOONE should ever let go of that. 
EVERYONE should be able to let go and act like a kid.


♫ Hells Bells - AC/DC

I think this is adorable. That's all I really have to say, because at the moment, I can't really say that.

♫ You Oughta Know - Alanis Morissette
(I used to listen to her ALL the time.)
There's truth and fiction in this one, when it comes to me. 

Yes, my mother puts too much pressure on me most of the time. 

And yes, it gets to the point that I cry myself to sleep some nights..

But I've never gotten to the point of hating her. She's my mother. She's helped me though.. a lot. though she doesn't actually know it.

I love you, just please.. 
lay off me a bit. I'm not a child anymore.

♫This is Me - Camp Rock 
(not too sure why I'm listening to this..)
No, I haven't had someone say this to me, but that would be because I don't have a boyfriend. I do feel sorry for people who think like that though. 

I don't think sex is something people need to be doing to be happy in a relationship, especially at our age. Really, it can be risky, and dangerous. 

Smarten up people, really. If you don't have more than sex in a relationship, that's one sad relationship. Really, it's not a relationship. it's friends with benefits..

♫ Standing In The Way Of Control - The Gossip
(Song from Skins - a British TV show)
Really, that would be the single most amazing thing. If MUSIC could unite everyone. 
Stop War. 
Stop Discrimination. 
Would that not be ideal?

♫ New Soul - Yael Naïm

Thursday, August 27, 2009

I always feel like people don't really know the real ME.

But lately, I've been getting a lot better though. I let people know what I'm going through and what goes through my mind. 

♫ Sex and Trainwrecks (danielhassixstrings)
I want my childhood back.
I want to blow bubbles.
I want to make forts.
I want to play hide and seek, and 
I want to chase each other around the house.
I want to play house, school, and bunnies.
I want the carefree life of a child. 
I want to live in that house, and
I want to pretend the house was haunted.
I want to have excessive trips to the store.
I want to spend all our money on candy, and
I want to stay up all night in the tent talking.

♫ Romeo and Juliet - Dire Straits

Really, you have. 

You make my day, just by saying hi, and I can't stop thinking about you. 

At work, there are so many songs that come on that remind me of you. It's hard to concentrate on what I'm supposed to be doing.

♫ Come Together - The Beatles
MY best friend has her boyfriend of two years. 
MY best friend has her theatre/party girl.
MY best friend has the guys. 

I want one of MY best friends to have me as THEIR best friend. 

I love you all, more then you guys will ever know, because you never take the time to listen when I tell you.

♫ Going to California - Wave 
(song I'm currently listening to)

✌Peace
♥Love
☮Happiness