the LITTLE things.

The birds in the trees.

The moments of pure laughter.

do you?

I wish I WASN'T her.

Honestly. She's winey, and obsessed.

At least, that's what I think.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4Igb5Yors4

For My Father

Andy McKee

Pictures are not the only things that bring out emotions in me.

MUSIC is what gives me life. Hope. Connects me to things where I feel deep things.

I'm going to start putting links to songs on here too, and explaining what it reminds me of, and what it makes me feel.

My dreams.. are amazing.

Imagination is the key..

to creation.

to love.

to keeping things interesting.

to friendship.

and to happiness.

YOU get told all the time, but I don't think you really KNOW you ARE. and not just on the outside.

and YOU aren't told are the time, but you should be. Because you really are beautiful. Never think that you aren't.

.. and it makes me feel SO good.

Happiness, Love, and Trust.

You bring out all three.

I'd stay. I know it would hurt, but I would stay. I couldn't leave Max, or Louie.

They mean so much to me.

They're my babies.

My babies through and through.

No matter what they do, they're always going to be my babies.

I love you guys. I'll never leave you.

I'll be with you guys until the end.

❤

This hits me.

It's sad.

Depressing.

And I hate being like that.

I have that, but not while I'm here. At school. Away from everybody.

I like this feeling. Infatuation. When everything is new, exciting, and I never want that to fade. Let's keep this.

And every word of that applies to me.

Thank you. For everything, even though there are times when we argue, or disagree, never once do i wish i didn't have you. never.

You mean the world to me.

I have a book called Guess How Much I Love You. It's a really cute book, and it reminds me of us.

♫ Iris - The Goo Goo Dolls

it really just makes me want to live in Britain, and have parents that don't care.

Chris and Max are my favourite on the show.

Though after that is Effie, Sid, and Cassie.

Sex, Parties, and Freedom.

maybe not the sex, and i wouldn't do the drugs..

♫ Wonderwall - Cat Power

(its a cover, like the one i LOVE on youtube)

Oh, how true this is. And it's not because the guy I like is still in high school, but because I'll be alone. Without my friends. Still a little surreal. I don't want to start.... LESS THEN A WEEK!

♫ How does it Feel - Bob Dylan

I'm not sure what they are supposed to be, if they're supposed to be anything at all, but I like this. 

I like this because I wish I had never stopped dance, and saxophone. I LOVED both, and I miss them.  If I could go back, I would think of some way to continue to take dance while taking saxophone, and tell my mom i don't want to quite saxophone in grade 8. I have the basics in a lot of things, but I'm not GREAT at anything. THAT upsets me. I wish I had SOMETHING to be proud of.

♫ Party in the USA - Miley Cyrus

(oh, what have I gotten myself into)

I would LOVE to think of some creative way to propose. Only problem is, aren't girls the ones that are usually ready for marriage earlier? So you'd come to the predicument that maybe your guy isn't ready! OH NO!

I still think I would LOVE to do this. Think of some really creative way he would like, and remember forever. Unique and funny. 

P.S. I hate surprises. I might actually do this.. though I've still got years I'm sure. (:

And they really mean everyone. Everyone ha SOME kind of battle. 

May it be introverted, or extroverted, man vs man, man vs, nature, self, or circumstance. 

It ALWAYS helps to be kind..

though sometimes there are exceptions.

♫ Mairi's Wedding - The Rankin Family

I've had to say goodbye too many times, at the ripe ol' age of 18. Some for good. some only for a while. 

It hurts, and with each, you learn how to delay the next.. if only by a second.

That second could save a life.

♫ Forever Young - Bob Dylan

Oh, how i know what this feels like..

I am beginning to feel the sting of regret for my accident and the results of it.

♫ She's So Lovely - Scouting for Girls

That's very sweet. 

I found a 1945 penny today. I was pretty damn excited.

♫ Moonlight - Yiruma 

hmmm. yep.

I've laid in bed at that time, thinking of you, not being able to fall asleep. 

And it COULD become a problem, but I'm sure that can be fixed.

♫ Tangled Up In Blue - Bob Dylan

Please, I need the support at times. 

The praise.

The compliments.

The love. 

I'm not the most confident person. 

I need a little push at times.

♫ Edge of Seventeen - Lindsay Lohan

(actually an interesting cover)

I'm a creative person. I write, I draw.. But I can never think of comforting and sweet things to say to you. I repeat what you say to me, and say general things. 

Why am I creative with everything but what I say to you.. 

♫ Tiny Dancer - Elton John

Life is better through a child's eyes. It's a carefree life. 

I know I've already talked about this, but really, after meeting my friend's brother and running around the house, chasing him and playing jokes on my friend.. I realize how much fun being a kid is. 

NOONE should ever let go of that. 

EVERYONE should be able to let go and act like a kid.

♫ Hells Bells - AC/DC

I think this is adorable. That's all I really have to say, because at the moment, I can't really say that.

♫ You Oughta Know - Alanis Morissette

(I used to listen to her ALL the time.)

There's truth and fiction in this one, when it comes to me. 

Yes, my mother puts too much pressure on me most of the time. 

And yes, it gets to the point that I cry myself to sleep some nights..

But I've never gotten to the point of hating her. She's my mother. She's helped me though.. a lot. though she doesn't actually know it.

I love you, just please.. 

lay off me a bit. I'm not a child anymore.

♫This is Me - Camp Rock 

(not too sure why I'm listening to this..)

No, I haven't had someone say this to me, but that would be because I don't have a boyfriend. I do feel sorry for people who think like that though. 

I don't think sex is something people need to be doing to be happy in a relationship, especially at our age. Really, it can be risky, and dangerous. 

Smarten up people, really. If you don't have more than sex in a relationship, that's one sad relationship. Really, it's not a relationship. it's friends with benefits..

♫ Standing In The Way Of Control - The Gossip

(Song from Skins - a British TV show)

Really, that would be the single most amazing thing. If MUSIC could unite everyone. 

Stop War. 

Stop Discrimination. 

Would that not be ideal?

♫ New Soul - Yael Naïm

I always feel like people don't really know the real ME.

But lately, I've been getting a lot better though. I let people know what I'm going through and what goes through my mind. 

♫ Sex and Trainwrecks (danielhassixstrings)

I want my childhood back.

I want to blow bubbles.

I want to make forts.

I want to play hide and seek, and 

I want to chase each other around the house.

I want to play house, school, and bunnies.

I want the carefree life of a child. 

I want to live in that house, and

I want to pretend the house was haunted.

I want to have excessive trips to the store.

I want to spend all our money on candy, and

I want to stay up all night in the tent talking.

♫ Romeo and Juliet - Dire Straits

(Cover by danielhassixstrings)

Really, you have. 

You make my day, just by saying hi, and I can't stop thinking about you. 

At work, there are so many songs that come on that remind me of you. It's hard to concentrate on what I'm supposed to be doing.

♫ Come Together - The Beatles

(cover by danielhassixstrings)

MY best friend has her boyfriend of two years. 

MY best friend has her theatre/party girl.

MY best friend has the guys. 

I want one of MY best friends to have me as THEIR best friend. 

I love you all, more then you guys will ever know, because you never take the time to listen when I tell you.

♫ Going to California - Wave 

(song I'm currently listening to)

✌Peace

♥Love

☮Happiness